Daybreak

It is becoming increasingly overwhelming The list seems neverending Drowning while standing on dry land Struggling to breathe The ringing sound of silence echos in my ears Making it impossible to think. The pressure of it, is crushing I simply can’t hold it up anymore Expectations once had, lay broken in the yard Shuffling the […]

Haiku 42

. . . Heavy winds brewing There is a storm rolling in Batten down the hatch

Refuse

Every road scattered with failures Yet I trudge on Every corner riddled with doubt Yet I continue my search Every moment designed to create hate Yet I choose love I refuse to give up I refuse settle I refuse to be anyone but myself

Resurrect

. . . There is a calmness in the death here No mourning the loss of the beauty For we all know new life is months away And this is a breathtaking sight

Calm

. . . It is a ritual for me Something I do to ease my mind Tame the beast Silence the screams The one constant Never changing Always helpful The calming static

Lost

. . . . Lost nowhere to go Exactly where I want to be Waiting for stars to find me

Chase

. . . Took my head out of the books Put my foot to the land I’m chasing my own story My way

Dirty Laundry

. . . It piles up It’s never ending. No beginning Goes forever I try to put it out of mind Focus my attention on something new Yet I always end up here Standing in front if it No where to hide Just me and the mess Ready to be sorted

Debate

. . Stumble forward Stagger back Let the noise seep in Drown out the silence Steady breath Shakey voice Speak the truth Bring forth change

Pretend

. . . My mind is a haze I can’t even keep up to my thoughts I exist in this shell of who I once was Who I would give anything to be again I search for remnants of her Clues of where she might have went It’s dark in her wake Destruction and oblivion […]