Clutter of my mind

. . . Inside clutter of my mind You’ll get lost in all the noise Tripped up in the nightmares Overwhelmed by the madness Inside the clutter of my mind . . Inside the clutter of my mind Deep amongst the shadows of wasted opportunity Down the river of regret You’ll see the idea of […]

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Exhausted

Do you ever feel yourself slipping into the abyss. Drowning amongst your responsibilities? Do you ever feel all alone while standing in a crowd. Like you’re being weighed down by a neverending to-do list? Do you remember a time when being an adult is all you wanted, you counted down the seconds until you could […]

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Screw Fear

Stop trying to change for an idea of perfection You were uniquely created with only you in mind. Chasing this ideal of what is normal Beautiful Intelligent Does yourself an injustice You’re good enough More than that You’re exactly right. Tell that voice to stop Step away from the self doubt Into the light Rise […]

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Dishes

A friend of mine posted about anxiety this week on social media. She was reflecting when she was doing dishes. Her words gave me pause. As someone who has experienced overwhelming anxiety in my life I thought, how do I cope with or handle my anxieties and are they actually anxieties or simple worries I […]

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Forbidden Love

Forbidden Love Longest relationship I ever had was never really a relationship at all. It had characteristics or the makings of one but never materialized into anything. I look back on it now and wonder when given the choice if I would have chosen different and how would life be different. We talked about it […]

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Need me

In the dead of night, when the silence is deafening and you feel like all hope is gone. That’s when you will need me the most. When the pain becomes to much to bare and the walls start caving in. That’s when you need me the most. When happiness is but a memory long faded […]

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Funny

Sadness is funny. Sometimes you don’t even know you’re sad, until you smile and it hurts. It is at that moment when you realize you could very well be the saddest person on earth. You’re convinced that there has never in the history of sadness been someone that has felt it as deeply than you […]

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No show

A smile hasn’t shown itself here in awhile The somber lip has replaced its glow Remnants of a life once loved all but decimated The shell of the past lost in the present A soul fighting for reincarnation Trying to avoid damnation A smile hasn’t shown itself here in awhile

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Don’t make me

I just can’t No The words are simple, the meaning pure I don’t have it in me No matter how much I try Its asking to much I can’t be bothered Just don’t care I can’t Please don’t make me . . . I don’t want to Not even a little bit Not at all […]

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Here

Can they see through me? See me for the fraud I am. The liar I have become. These feelings I have resurface from time to time. The static and darkness creeps in trying to snuff of my light. It’s not a call for people to give words of encouragement. Or fill me with compliments ensuring […]

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