. . . She’s there just behind my eyes Screaming to be let out Captive in my mind, desperate Locked up, caged, angry Holding onto the hate fed to her for years Deprived of all that is good Vengeance seeping, oozing from her pores Rattling the bars, refusing to be ignored. In moments of stillness […]Read More Caged
. . . . Rage flows from my finger tips My brain struggles to keep up. Fighting against myself, struggling to see who will come out on top Demons versus conscience Exaggerations verus Truths Hatred rains from my eyes Leaving trails of guilt Trapt in a loop of ill guided choices, masked as indiscretions of […]Read More Hidden Happiness
. .. … …. Chasing silence, running down peace of mind Anything to get another fix of normality Trying to satisfy the hunger in my soul Ignore the demons scratching, Push through the clouded doubt Echos of my angry past ringing in my ears Taring at my soul. I’ve looked up from rock bottom, through […]Read More Chasing silence
Anyone who knows me, knows I have struggled with mental health most of my life. I have felt the deafening sounds of silence and felt the crushing weight of my own breath. There was a time I felt no way out. A time when the chants of my inner demons were louder than my reason […]Read More Reach out.
Trapped in the fury of my mind Seeking answers to the unanswerable Engulfed in an unquenchable thirst for truth Sifting through the ashes of yesterday Locked up in today Wading without rest in memories locked away Waiting for daylight to breakRead More Daylight
I have thought about this post for a while. I haven’t posted in sometime. I went from everyday day to every couple to weeks of silence. It isn’t that I enjoy writing any less or have anything less to say. It is more complicated then that. In this moment I have so many thoughts swimming […]Read More The Pulse of Misery
I stare out at the moon Curled up in my room Desperate for the dawn to break So many demons circling Welcoming the darkness The fullness of the moon Taunts me From the corner in my room https://seasonsapoeticjourney.com/2019/12/14/poetry-prompt/IRead More From the Corner
. . . Inside clutter of my mind You’ll get lost in all the noise Tripped up in the nightmares Overwhelmed by the madness Inside the clutter of my mind . . Inside the clutter of my mind Deep amongst the shadows of wasted opportunity Down the river of regret You’ll see the idea of […]Read More Clutter of my mind
. . . My mind is a haze I can’t even keep up to my thoughts I exist in this shell of who I once was Who I would give anything to be again I search for remnants of her Clues of where she might have went It’s dark in her wake Destruction and oblivion […]Read More Pretend
The hands tick slowly away Signaling the passage of existence Hopefully leading way to something greater If not just quiet.Read More 30.