4.

. . . Behind my eyes A dark story lies With unbelievable moments Of blinding of light . . It’s the light That keeps the darkness Behind my eyes

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Make-up

No amount of make up will cover this bruise I’m damaged to the core Your love hurts a little more each time Your anger turned to rage I live in fear of a bad day Our love is cursed, wish it would die Instead you grow stronger with every blow I never see my friends […]

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A woman of many faces

What face shall I wear today Who do I want to appease My masks hide the real me Fooling all I come across Laughing Smiling Yelling Moaning Who I am depends on the day Lover Fighter Survivor Hero Villian I blend in wherever I go Slip in and out undetected Go wherever I choose My […]

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The Hard Stuff

Yesterday I posted a poem called Memory Train. It is a very personal piece as most are. However this one’s subject matter is one I don’t talk about or share. As I continue to write I am coming to realize I can not boost, openness and honesty if I gaze over events in my life […]

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Memory train

I took the train today It went past our spot My mind wandered to you Wondering if you ever got caught I think back to that day in court Too afraid to talk If I did afraid of what you might do Would it be more than lurk or stalk Made me feel sorry for […]

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Victorious

I removed the final memory of you Washed my hands; I’m clean No longer held down by the anger of you The hate on the surface fading I wrote it down to torch my words No longer going to care Cleansed from your touch, your smell, your sweat I can’t believe I carried it for […]

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Wish

I wonder if I’ll ever forget to miss you Go a day without seeing your face Have no reaction to the mention of your name For a time when I don’t want to hear your voice Hating every minute of your choice Will the days stop being dark The night endless I desperately want more […]

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Battle

The silence is deafening I can’t shut out that sound The white noise It prevents me from rest Allowing all the demons to rise to the surface The silence deafening The brightness is blinding I try to black it out The light is torture It disrupts me from wallowing Trying to force me to wake […]

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Unforgettable

Your face, burnt into my memory Your smell, forever nauseating Your voice, the devil in my dreams You gave me a night I’ll never forget Engulfed in hatred You represent everything evil Leaving me to represent hope You could not break me For I am unbreakable Even if you had me forget for a time […]

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