Closer

Every breath Every heart beat Every day I get closer to you. Hold on my love I am coming for you

Force

. . . . Shattered pieces Often reflect the strongest images 2 parts of an unstoppable Force

Million

A million things to say Yet the words never leave my lips I sit in silence as everything I have fades into obscurity A million things to be heard Yet the explanations never comes I watch the time slip by just waiting for a sound Millions of chances to be better As I float idlely […]

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. . The anger I feel boils just beneath the surface I’m suffocating on the rage I see a red landscape covered in disgust I look back at the dred smothered in disdain I look forward to repulsion caked in jealousy Murderous impulse held down with strings of regret Hatred of all things light All […]

Weigh in

Weight is tricky. It literally does what it says it does. It weighs on you. Weighs on your bones, your mind, your life, your soul. The weight that is hardest to loose is the weight you can’t see. It is the plague that weighs you down. Dictating who you’ll be. It thinks it owns you. […]

Mask

. . . I’m tired of the mask The fake smiles, little laughs Dawning a life far fetched from my own Covering a secret, battered skin, fragile bone Wounds from my battle, long since past Take a slow breath, pray its the last Want to be break free, let go, move on Let the disease […]

Haiku 40

. . . . My tears flow like rain Capsized by the pain I feel Drowning in their hate

Bleeding

. . . I suffer in darkness As the color bleeds away Leaving me lifeless A mere shadow of who I was

At Last, At Peace

. . . . It’s been a while since I let tears shed in your name Not because you’re unworthy, rather because you’re at peace I am unaware of how we ended up here Pulled in 2 directions Yet each landing on our feet, in different places. I look up at night and smile Knowing […]

Crushing Guilt

Have you ever felt guilt? I’m not talking about the guilt associated with an extra sweet, one too many drinks or even with a choice you wish you could take back. I am talking about soul crushing, mind numbing guilt. This is the guilt that cripples you, paralyzes you. Leaving you so broken that you […]