Since your passing
I see you everywhere
My friend, my confidant
I miss the late night calls
The coffee dates
A void was left
No drink nor drug can fill
Everything off balance
There is a loud silence I can’t drown out
I miss you
Since your passing
I look for you in moments
My friend, my confidant
The guilt and regret eat at me
Pushing me further down this rabbit hole
I am almost unrecognizable to myself
I fight to see her everyday
I miss me
Since your passing
I feel you guiding me
Pushing me forward when all I see is back
Saving me again, and again
The people closest to me unaware of how far I fell
Your voice ringing in my ears
Pushing
I miss you
My friend, my confidant
Since your passing
I still talk to you everyday
I miss you
My friend, my confidant
