Over You

I sit here staring at you

The light shining, illuminating over you

You.. are… breathtaking

I see you and think of all the times we have had

I reminisce the good the bad

So many moments together

We were friends

We were enemies

Spent too much time together

Our time apart brought me a clarity I longed for

In this moment I cling to it

Our time apart has made me feel more like myself

It’s a feeling that I welcomed after so many years

I look at you, fearful of a weak moment

It will take only one to fall back into you

I steady myself

Lift my hand

Push you away

Relapse is not happening today

I’m stronger now

Than I was with you

I stand

Leave the bar and don’t look back

There is somewhere else I’d rather be

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